80th - Anak Bapak

I always disagree with this phrase.. Maybe because of my family background.. ahak ahak! But see.. When it comes to my turn, Nwa, his fingers.. in fact, better than his dad. Eee geramnya, dah lama tak jamming lagu Yank.. :(

Hope this weekend, Anwar will play the song for me. Yeay!

79th - Hello Kittens!

I think Tod is nearly going to deliver her babies. Mesti tak sunyi rumah nanti melayan anak2, walaupun sekadar anak kucing.

I still remember, her face, staring at me with sympathy. I know lah Tod, it's painful. Melihat kekurusan kamu, muntah2.. I face it twice before. Bezanya, my appetite tak pernah hilang and my body tak pernahnya kurus tiap kali pregnant.. hehe.. Tapi anugerah Allah, ada nikmat disebaliknya. Just sangat unpatient to wait for the babies.

76th - It's my birthday!

Menarilah dan terus tertawa

walau dunia tak seindah surga

bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa

cinta kita di dunia.. Selamanya.. 

Happy Birthday To Me. To all my dear, thank you for making my life wonderful..

71st - Happy Father's Day

eh, apa tu.. I donno. Tak pernah celebrate any Father's Day since I dont have any during my childhood.

and now, I have a Mr Right that my kids called him as 'Ayah'. How lucky they are, he is very nice dad, sporting, loving, homely type, love to eat, a very good listener, very patient, and many more. Even i'm not celebrate so-called Father's Day, [because we celebrate it everyday!], to my beloved one and always..

Thank you for guiding us as what-people-to-be, to understand what is the meaning of love, appreciate each other, being our friend to laugh, cry, walk, and share all the sweet moment together.

To my dear hubby, thank you very much for staying with me during our good old days and now, giving me such a loving and good little handsome boy and little cute girl. I love you not for today, but forever!

68th - Ada sesuatu disebaliknya!

Semoga keputusan aku hari ini adalah sesuatu yang baik. Menghilangkan segala resah yang membenak dalam otak. Nak ke tak nak? Perlu ke? Aku kena amik kira semua tu. Sebab kalau ada apa2 masalah, aku juga yang akan tanggung. Melupakan impian aku dan menyempurnakan apa yang wajib. Bak kata PM - Rakyat didahulukan, pencapaian diutamakan. Hmm.. siapa rakyat? pencapaian siapa?

Budget Report datang lagi. Semoga kali ini berjalan lancar, and wont spoil my birthday mood. Alah, bukan celebrate pun.. Hehe.. Just buy 6 pcs of Dunkin Donut, and eat until last piece.  Tapi confirm, 3 for dottie, 2 for daddy and 1 for me.. hehe..

Cheers!

66th - Social Networking

If people ask me, FB? Twitter? etc.. Sorry.. I dont have. I dont have enough time to 'layan' all the sembang2 in FB, update the status.. sudah makan? masak apa? buat apa? I dont think it's something to share publicly or something to be discussed openly. Yes, I saw the broken chain because of FB, I saw where's the girl twitting (?) their feeling openly to the boy they admired. Where is the pride as a human? Answer me.

65th - Age - Quantity or Quality?

I will celebrate my birthday this month. So, the circulation of birthday boy and girl listname already come out to be published at every notice board. And I received a birthday wish even my birthday still few weeks left. This is our conversation thru internal Net Message or what-we-called as Pop Up.

R - MIS Officer, just joint my company end of last year, age early 20, birth place - Trengganu. Father of going-to 2 kids. The eldest is about 1 year + and his wife is a graduate of Quantity Surveyor from local University.

R - cukup 23hb ni...bertambah lagi setahun ketuaan nyer yer.....

Me - salah tu.. kita tak blh memikirkan usia.. kita kena fikir pencapaian kita. yeay!
R - i like the way u cover the situation....

Me - kikiki.. yep, age is just a number. qty is not a matter, the matter is the quality..
R - so...setakat ni...berkualiti lagi gi...ahaks!....

Me - ermm.. meaning to say, quality of life is depends on us. How we manage our life. dr b4 married, married, having kids, and so on. setiapnya mesti berkualiti to get the life better. hehehe..
R - alamak...kawe dok pehe kecek oghe putih...dok andesete lasung demo kecek gapo....

Me - eleh mung.. sudahla.. buat2 tak pahe lak.. kekeke.. g bukak kamus
R - kamuh oksfok kawe tingga dumoh...jauh weh kalo kawe nok gi ambek...demo ado kamuh...meh wi kawe pinje...hahahaha...

Me  - sumpah kawe tak pahe. hehehe
R - mung dok andeseteng??

Me - wi tu apa.. hehe
R - oh demo..malu 1 malaysia nih...demo keno bukok kamuh bahaso kelate nih... (wi = bagi)..kekeke..

The conversation end with job related matter discussion. ;)
I try to be berry positive about become or getting old. And with the perangai yang masih 'gila2', I still feel that I'm at the same age of last 20 years > at least. :wink: hehe... For me, tak perlu menuakan diri untuk menunjukkan kita matang, cukuplah mematangkan fikiran dengan membezakan buruk baik dan salah silap. Kerana kesilapan itu lah menjadikan kita semakin menghargai apa yang ada disekelilingi kita!

56th - My dad has everything

My Dad Has Everything

I'm hoping that my kids will tell me this one day.

Yes, I agreed with this, my kid's dad is my hubby. My Love, my everything. He is not only my sleeping partner, he is my vein, my best friend, a shoulder to cry on even he is not besides me. He is a berry good listener, he guides me to become a good daughter, wife and mother as well. So.. Who am I without him? I'm nobody.

To my dear Anwar and Latifah, appreciate him like you used to be, you won't regret. Trust me!

p/s : this entry is my favourite number. Yeay!

54th - Kesetiaan

Aku kembali kerana masih
Mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi..

Mampukah aku sesetia Nur Kasih..

Segaris nada rindu
Hilang jadi sendu
Tinggalkan lara putus cintaku

Di akhir kali pertemuan pilu
Tahu kau meninggalkanku
Kau palitkan kesal menunggumu

Kesalahan kau pautkan di jiwaku
Kau nampakkan keangkuhanmu
Diri ini tak kau hargai

Kesalahan kau pautkan di jiwaku
Kau nampakkan keangkuhanmu
Kuredhai cinta tak suci ini pergi... jauh..

52nd - Ermmm..

One word to describe. Berdebar2. U are going to leave us soon. Busy preparing apa2 yang patut. Semoga Allah memberkati usaha kita.. Amin2, InsyaAllah..

51st - Countdown

My dear Anwar,

15 days more. This home will miss you. UIA will welcome you.

Ayah, Ibu, Dottie & Tod.

p/s : just imagine sunyinya kami.. tanpa petikan gitarmu, tanpa nyanyian sumbang ibu, tanpa kod2 dan lirik2 lagu ayah. Dan yang pasti, tiada lagi suara adik yang merengek manja kerana dicubit pipinya. Tod juga - sapa nak bagi whiskas padanya ketika kami kerja dan Latifah ke sekolah?

Segalanya mencerminkan hanya satu - R I N D U

50th - Happy anniversary!

Hari ini, 19 tahun yang lepas, aku bertunang. dan bulan ini juga, genap 18 tahun aku menjadi isteri pada seorang sang suami. Aku tak mahu lagi menoleh ke belakang, terima lah aku seadanya, seorang isteri yang perlu tunjuk ajarmu, seorang ibu kepada anak2 yang manis, si Anwar dan Latifah.

Mungkin ini bukan masa yang terlalu baik untuk berjanji, tapi aku mahu menjadi yang lebih baik dan terus mengharap sesuatu yang sangat baik untuk memulihkan hubungan kekeluargaan kami.

Buat suami, sebelum kita terlewat, Tuhan masih bagi kita nyawa untuk memilih jalan menentukan masa depan kita.

Buat anak2, kamu yang paling manis dan gula garam hidup ibu.

Buat semua, harga kepercayaan terlalu mahal untuk dinilai. Ibaratkan ianya seperti kaca, kalau ianya pecah, kutiplah ia, kumpul dan simpan disatu tempat agar ia tidak melukakan yang lain.

Ibu.

9th - Kasut Putih

People asked me, why Kasut Putih? Nape giler sangat kat Kasut Putih? Haahaha.. I dont have the answer for that.. :p Tipu je kan.. sometimes, bila outing ngan my friends, orang tanya I, looking for your wedding shoes ke? Adesss... ada rupa anak dara ke.. Hahaha.. It's berry long story.. Hmm.. first time pakai Kasut Putih lepas I give birth to my son. Surprise! and sedikit pelik sebab tak pernah pakai Kasut Putih.  So, bila pakai, my colleagues kata, ala rajinnya pakai Kasut Putih, tentu cepat kotor kan.. Tapi pasal my hubby love it, who cares.. Then, when he comments about this blog header, [million thanks to Sangputeriemas, yang susah payah create and courage me to be a blogger], nah! u see.. apa yang my hubby email kat I.. all about Kasut Putih. And... Arghhh! I love it! Yes, you all pun boleh pilih, sebab pada I, Kasut Putih bukan cuma tuk wedding nowadays, tuk gi office, shopping and so and soooo..